2009年6月28日星期日

生活

这几天的生活很平淡,没什么好说的
另外,6月就要结束了;
总是给自己一种我越来越老的感觉.
这周的我猜我猜我猜猜猜的美女节目很不错,
见证了女大十八变的真理。
我也正忙着寻找以前的通讯录,
搞不好有美女的存在,哈哈!
祝大家有个愉快的周末与快乐的明天. :)

抒情的写作

抒情的写作可以为自己内心的不平而写,
也可以为自己的事业而写,
还可以为内心的寂寞而写,
文字行间里表达着对生活的向往,
其中有感情的真挚抒发,
有寂寞的无限发泄,
也有痛苦的绵绵倾诉,
还有爱情的极端渴望,
有愤怒的无奈呐喊。
这些文字,
只要抒发了自 己内心纯真而美好的情感,
豪放也好,
婉约也罢。
文章为自己的心灵而写,
因为少了功利性,
就可以写得坦荡些,
平和些。
而且抒情的写作也是一种自我陶醉。
所以,淡淡的忧伤,淡淡的生活,明月有心谁顾念?清水无痕自怜香。新诗旧梦,孤留清香。

2009年6月25日星期四

这几天的生活.

退出Gamer的生活,我很不适应.
也因为这样,我几天没更新博客.
少了伙伴们的声音,我的世界突然清静了下来.
...
离开了Gamer圈子,我突然发现自己的圈子很小.
开始地注意周围的人.
....
一起打桌球,一起打网吧.
没想到的是,他们也喜欢玩CS.
虽然大家的火力不够强,不会站位等等,
不知怎么的,却比我赢了Match还开心.
或许是没压力,的的确确地玩.
不会因为忘了补抢而被骂,
不会因为back up不够快而被骂,
不会因为漏头而被骂,
每当杀了人或者被人杀他们都会哈哈大笑,
或许他们才是真正地Gamer.
...
谢谢大家 :)

2009年6月21日星期日

退出宣言

昨天晚上,我证实患上轻微精神衰弱症,
也就是说,我的职业玩家生活要终止了.
......
其实,我在结果出来前已经知道了.
短短四小时的训练,我就已经不能继续.
晚上失眠,易疲劳一直在困扰我.
......
或许这就是我的宿命,
每个职业玩家的宿命,
或许是我耗费太多心力的关系,
导致病情提早发生.
..............
我正式地退出CS,谢谢大家这么多年的支持.
正在考虑进军SC/SC2,Dota,War3.希望大家能提供意见.

2009年6月20日星期六

......
初始的时候
感觉甜蜜和新鲜
生活充满了幸福感
一天几十封短信
早上一封,说我爱你
中午一封,说我爱你
晚上一封,说我爱你
......
当进入了感情稳定的阶段
感觉很平淡
问题开始出现
只要一人不够成熟
感情随时崩溃
.....
慢慢地步入了最终阶段
不是结婚就是分手
无论是哪一者
都没分别
信任,迁就,才是维持感情的真理.
......
不要企图谋取一些不属于自己的财富
安安分分地做人,享受平淡的生活
或许这样才是你想要的.

家庭

女人,女人..
今天,有一对情侣分手了.
真的一提的是,女生
冷漠,衣着光鲜,不可一世的模样真让人恶心.
我还记得两年前的她是这么清纯和温柔.
或许是我朋友对他女友的关心不足,
或许是她对名牌的欲望与日渐增,甚至掩盖了她对他的爱.
.......
当我到他的家的时候,我看见的是一片狼藉.
两人的爱窝因为一人的背叛而散了.
破坏永远比建立来得容易.
........
看见一个在我印象里常带笑容的男人,
绝望的眼神,憔悴的模样,
真让人伤心.
.......................................................................

钱,能蒙蔽一个人的心.
不要因为一时的冲动建立家庭,要三思而后行.


2009年6月19日星期五

A Good-Hearted Girl.

Before I know this girl, I thought china girl is rude and cheap.
When my friend asked me to add this girl as buddy,
I have a feel that I will found new thing in my life.
Luckily, she had no friend in msn, and i proud to be hers first friend.
When I create a QQ id and join hers groups,
I wonder how many friends she has.
Why she has so many friends,
I can see that from hers personality:
Kind, Softness, Smart and Pretty.
Beside B1ng, she is the first girl I love.

Ivy, I wish you have happiness all the days. :)

2009年6月18日星期四

低调不等于懦弱

一贯的低调生活结束了.
或许太低调了,造成几个人的误解和轻视.
被人用轻视的眼神注视感觉不好过.
给大家一个忠告:
不要轻视任何人,也不要把自己放在太高的位置.
有一句俗语,没有这样大的头,不要带这么大的帽子.
高手也需要生活,没有朋友你能生活吗?别要求每个人都是高手.

2009年6月17日星期三

游戏

游戏里的生活是一场梦.
当其他人离开房间,剩下我一个人时发现的事实.
就算让你当上了游戏里的开国帝王,在生活里也只是一个很普通的普通人..
就算如此,人还是一样飞蛾扑火般地玩..
孤独寂寞的能在游戏里找到朋友;
要爱的能找到安慰;
要钱的能找到门路;
要发泄的能能找到地方.
网络,真的是一个"有教无类"的世界.......

一个拒绝友谊的男人.

某一天,在布告栏旁看见一位彷徨的男生,向前进,
不过先前踏了一步的脚又向后退,徘徊在办公室前的大门.
朦胧中,在他的背影看见了以前的自己,
我决定帮忙他解决问题.
就这样地,我认识多了一位朋友.
.........
相处了一年,了解了他的往事.
因为一次好友的背叛,造成他不能信任任何人.
.........
一次次地想拉他出去困境,不过他拒绝.
拒绝别人深入他的心里,也拒绝了快乐.
今天,从他的眼睛里,我看出他对友情的渴望和害怕,
别人的笑声,似乎也给了他快乐,微微的笑容,常伴他身边.
人阿,人阿,你是怎么样的人...

2009年6月16日星期二

一些人的本性

许多人,你认为你已经能看透了他的本性,其实不然.
人,往往在最危急的时候显露出他们丑陋的本性.
今天,我看见了一位曾经是好朋友的人的本性.
可笑的是,我不是在危急的时刻发现;而是在他需要帮忙的时候发现的.
背地里常说某某某这不好那不好,
当需要帮助的时候,却满脸笑容地凑上前去拉家常.
或许你觉得我小心眼,
不过你不怕你也是他口中的"恶人"吗?
或许他对你露出笑容的时候,肚子里却在骂你.
对他来说,或许我们只是"贵人"..

2009年6月15日星期一

My University Life.

Beside Virtual Life, I'm a engineering student.
Honestly, If you don't really strong interest at physics,chemistry and maths, I suggest you take either business& finance or law.
That are what i get from this 2 years.
When first year, i pride to be engineering student because not everyone can study engineering course, that is too hard for people.

I gain many experiences from university, from non-english life to english life.
I'm still remember my english test last time, just a composition i also cant finish it in 1hour.
simple english communication i also cant make it.
But now, I improved.
Maybe not enough to communicate,
But i already satisfaction and keep improving myself.

University, is a place to let you know this world.
Glad to those who are studying now.

Gaming Equipments

Maybe you already have whole gaming equipments, but it doesnt prevent you to read this post.
I can't ever say I'm a pro gamer, but at least i experienced.

Wish you found anything you want from here.^_^v

Gaming Equipments included:
1. Mouse.
2. Headset.
3.Keyboard.
4.Mouse Pad.
All of them are basic requirement for gamer.

Why dont you need them?
Mouse, known as your second soul in game. You can't do anything without it, right?
Mouse represent your skill in game.
Mouse is your hands in game.
I list down some gaming brand mouse here.
1.Steel Series.
2.Razer.
3.Logitech.
4.Intel.
The Brands above there are my suggestion to those who just become a gamer.
Mouse..Mouse..Mouse.
Maybe you doubt that why we should have a gaming mouse?
Cant we use CC(cyber Cafe) mouse?
Yes,you can. Different types of mouse don't make any problem to your gaming life.
But for long-term gaming life and tournament, gaming mouse is our best choice.
The main difference is the DPI(Dots Per Inch) between gaming mouse and regular mouse.
In a simple sentence, gaming mouse is faster than regular mouse.

Hmm...Headset.
When you wearing headset, you feel that sound is surrounding you.
Myabe you want to ask, why can't we use speakers ?
1.Speakers not only focus to your ears and to all the place,and it does effect others and others effect you.
2. You can't identify where is the enemies' direction by using speakers.

Next, Keyboard.
Actually keyboard as important as mouse.
For those Starcraft,Warcraft,Dota players, the importance of keyboard is higher than mouse.
Don't need to explain anything because all people be able to know its importance.
Either gaming keyboard or regular keyboard don't effect anything, just choose whatever you want.

Ok, we moved on to mousepad.
Mouse without mousepad is like human without legs,especially gaming mouse.
Did you try to using mouse at computer table?
Is it shake ?
Is it out of control?
Yes, that's why we need mousepad.
The brand i suggest are:
1. Razer Galiatius Speed edition( I'm not sure spelling)
2. Steel Series.
Once you buy, can use forever.
Price: RM50~RM70, It can't make any financial problem to you guys.

Thank You For Reading.

Be a Gamer easy, Be a Pro Gamer hard.
Just relax, don't think too much;
Put you at ground floor, slowly grow up.
Emotion will effect your skill.
Dont Emo during game, love your mates if you love yourself.
GL! HF!

First Post

Hello everyone!

I would like to share with you guys about my gaming experience and my university life.

Nice to meet you all.